1 year

Aug 2010

Happy Happy Birthday Little Boy!!!

It's really insane to think that 1 year ago today our lives changed, completely and forever changed.

It's unreal to think that at this time last year we were sitting in the hospital, watching you in your little 'man cave', so perfect and healthy(as healthy as a 28 week gestational baby can be) all tiny and little.

It's crazy to think it's been a year, an ENTIRE year! where did the time go?

I could say that today was a happy day for me, as was a year ago. No fear had yet really entered into our minds, all we could think about was how little and perfect you were. Today has been a good day, no little tears or sadness, no little aching and wanting. Just happiness, because a year ago today you made us the happiest people on this earth. You choose US to be your parents and that's what we are...your parents! We couldn't be MORE GRATEFUL for that choice. We are blessed each and every day because we got to become a mom and dad...your mom and dad, and although we don't get to show to the world, we are just that, and it's ok because someday we will get to.

We know that in the days to come our message might not sound so uplifting. Hard days are coming, fast.

We will make it through, and we will be ok but it doesn't mean it won't be hard or difficult.

Thanks for all you do for us daily angel baby!

We LOVE you and MISS you each and ever second of the day!

Thanks for making us a family, and for letting us have you FOREVER!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CARTER!

with love,

mommy and daddy.